Finding Oneself

When you are upset or feeling down, you wait for someone to ask you what's wrong and you take advantage of that moment to just say everything that has been bothering you. Till this happens..every day that passes by eels heavier and heavier and the burden just increases with more pressure on your heart and body;all because you were annoyed by something and wanted someone to help you solve it,untangle the knots,and lightens you up. Hmm...but there is a darker moment..a moment when you look at yourself in the mirror, see the burden, feel the pressure, and the person comes and asks you what's wrong..except that you don't know. You don't know what's bothering you. You don't know what's depressing you and depriving you from sleep. And i believe this is worse. Misery just collides with confusion giving you a sense of loss, not of something or someone but loss of oneself. Why this happens? When do you untangle the knots and figure out what's wrong? The answer falls into oblivion but it will happen. Just when you feel exhausted ad not being able to push any further it will happen. So just try to put yourself together, stand up, be strong,and most of all have patience. Try to isolate yourself from anything that can stress you out even more. Then, in a very inner quiet and calm place inside you, think of it..think about what do you want. Think about what is happening in your life. Do you want to change it? Then do.